Fairyland In Reality

yokepui and wingkeat had decided go to join the Astro Sin Siew by tomorrow... At here, I want to wish them... wakaka... even though I know they just simply go to sing and play play... What if he or she really become a superstar in future?? I can't imagine it... Im totally not daring to think about it... haha...

wingkeat go to cut his hair today because his friend asked him why did he become "ah pak" already... wakaka... he really got hurt about it.... uncle.....hahaha... this is a suitable adjective to describe him... hehe... just kidding lah... actually the shop he went today Im not so confident in it... because it had disappointed me.... hopefully his hair not as bad as I think lah.... haha

I am very free now...
or i am having 3 free...
haha....there are free from test, free from assignment and free from study!!!
I feel so happy now...

我现在觉得很寂寞。因为没有女朋友？？当然不是！在中学的时候，我虽然没有女友，可是却有一班好朋友，所以我才不会觉得寂寞。我们很少争吵，几乎没有！哈哈。。扯太远了。我觉得寂寞的原因是因为在这里缺少好朋友。最近和一个这边的朋友吵了架，超不习惯的，害到我的心情掉到了谷底。有时候真希望时间倒退！回到中学的时期。这应该是我这十八年以来最开心的时候吧？？最近的我比较暴躁，比较容易发脾气，我也不知道为什么，可能是累计了太多的压力吧！以前每当有事的时候，我都会找佩珊谈谈，可是现在她离我太远了。算了吧！找天比较得空还是跟她谈谈好了，不然我就快要崩溃了！！！如果我有控制时间的能力那该多好啊！我一定会把时间停留在我以前简简单单的生活！

今天，一种消失很久的感觉突然又出现了。它是一种烦恼的东西......很烦很烦的东西。可是它的出现不会超过一天。

我刚才突然间变得很静，我也不懂这是不是件好事。每当我进入这个状况，就是我的脑最繁忙的时刻。因为我会不停地想东西。但为什么会酱呢？这有很多答案。可能是我很想专心读书，又或者我觉得身边的人很烦。而我今天会酱的原因是我和身边的人不能沟通。（这是我很久以前时常和朋友发生的问题）。我不感，也不想跟他有眼神交流，因为我懂要给他一个什么脸。到底要笑呢？还是没有表情？或者给他一个臭脸?我真的不知道。我也不会跟他说话，因为我不知道要跟他说什么。这是因为我时常“开口夹着舌头”？还是他时常误会我的意思？他曾叫我别常常去批评他，可是我真的没有要去批评他的意思。我说的话好像有刺一样，每当我开他的玩笑，他就会比较反感。我知道也承认我有时讲话很刻薄，也很衰，也很过分，可是我真的是没有恶意的。有时候要看他的心情，心情超美时，就比较无所谓。当心情普通或不好时就......心情不好我可以体谅，可是为什么心情普通的时候也酱容易不爽？？真的不了.....

I went to gym just now....
after that, i had my dinner which is bakuteh...
Gladys and YenLi went for movie (Flood) but I didn't join them...
so tired lah......

I just came back Fitness First, The Curve...

It is a gymnasium...

农历新年将在半小时后结束了。
一年一度的团聚日夜结束了。
所有的朋友已经离开了故乡，到回原本的岗位去努力了。
而我也不例外，我明天将会离开这里。

My sister was calling just now. She is shopping in Singapore's shopping centre now. haha. She actually is choosing a shirt and a long pant for me. haha. So happy! No need waste my precious money to buy new clothes.

My youngest sister and I can considered as close when I am still young. But, do not why we became not close as before when I was studying in primary school and secondary school as well. We have no much topics to talk. Maybe she went to U.K. and distance had separated us. I was studying form 2 at that time. I did not realize the significance of family member because I am still younger and I just know to play and play and play.

I have cut a new hair last 2 days. I think still okay even though not good as I expect before. It is cheaper than last time I cut in Kota Damansara there. haha. YenLi and I went to shopping yesterday. I have shopped a lot of stuff and spent RM350 in a day. My heart felt so pain and it is still bleeding now. haiz.... I have bought a short pant that I like it since I saw it last time. But it's too expensive and I do not willing to buy. After I went to Sungei Wang last Monday, I just found that actually it is not so expensive because the pants sold in Sungei Wang are more more more expensive. I also bought a sunglasses. wor! I like it! I look so cool when I wearing it...haha....so zi lian... Beside that, I bought a nose and sideburn trimmer. erm... this product is quite good after I have examined it. But, so scared of it will break down so fast. Because this kind of thing easy to rosak one! I have bought a present to PeiShan too. She is always reminding me to buy her a birthday present. haiz.....bo bian...Because I also always reminded her during my birthday... PeiShan is one of my best friend! We will tell whatever to each other until now and future(I think lah), even we cannot meet frequently. haha... Suddenly, miss you so much!

And today, WingKeat, Allicia, Jophennie, Alan and Me went to Midvalley there to celebrate YokePui's birthday earlier. So sacraficed all of us. Specially go there and celebrate with her. Like usually we went for SUSHI, MOVIE and CAKE. Actually, we want to go 1U to sing one, but, WingKeat's car is not free (do not know what kind of owner??cannot control his car one...haha....) So we go to MidValley lol. There is more convenient to WingKeat them. haiz....So sienz... In this poorest situation sure will have many appointment. Everytime also like this. Many activities when I have no money... SO BAD!!!

I am HOLIDAYING now!!! So BEST!!! Can go on with homeless life! Just do what I want to do!! Freedom...freedom...freedom....... I missed you so much!! Missed you like crazy!! I have already finished my final exam last Saturday. Due to this reason and the outstanding bill of Streamyx, I have long time did not sharing at here and online. haha. I want to get CGPA above 3.0 in this exam. This is my target and I believe this is many people's target too.

Allicia, YokePui and ME went to Sungei Wang last Monday. So tired. They were nonstop shopping and I felt I was at hell. I have bought 2 shirts. I am very satisfied with it(one of them) because Gladys and YenLi said that shirt is very suit me wor... And i also love it so much.

I just knew 2 F.I.R.'s FANZ last week. They are "Hong Zai" and "Derek". I had chat with Derek on Friendster from last week. erm... We exchanged handphone number today and chatted with him in evening. He is a SUPER F.I.R. FAN and quite cute...haha... Hope that we have chance to meet each other lah... But, that YenLi said why m I too gay?? "Gay"??? She is sot jor is it?? I actually just want to know some new friends and F.I.R. fan, ok?? No matter he/she is boy/girl.

Haiz........................
My final exam is starting tomorrow. So bad. Have not finish study yet. So scared of some subjects like sociology and mass comm. I am not interested in it at all. They are always ruin my mood. Feel want to escape from hell as soon as possible. I will be very suffering in coming 6 days! Hope it is not suffering as I think.

I have received YuYan's call last Saturday. She invites me to her birthday party on 7 Jan 2008 and who will celebrate her birthday at IZZI, Kuala Lumpur. haha... Gladys, YenLi and Me went to The Curve to buy YuYan's present. It's was too bad because we do not know what should be bought. We walked about 2 hours in The Curve to choose her present. Damn tired! We just walk there walk here like a cracked people. We did not buy anything at the end. We went to Kota Damansara there after that. We did 2 things, first is buy present and the second is make a new life for my hair...haha... I cut a new hair style and color my hair as well. It costed me a lots. But, nevermind lah...once a blue moon only.

7 Jan 2008(Monday), we were so rushing to go KL because we were too late. It's an usual thing we did everytime because of a people. (you know yourself lah...haha)... We were late about an hour. hehe...Gave a hug to the birthday person when I saw her. There had many food and wine. YenLi's face was so red even she drank a glass. So water skin lah...haha... We took a lot of photos at there. Actually, we took fewer if compare with YuYan's classmates. They are so so so crazy!...uhhh.... After that, we went to a pub which located at Damansara Perdana. We drank again at there. There was a person strike up a conversation with Gladys...wowow...She is so attractive, isn't it? haha...

Hey hey....A

"HAPPY NEW YEAR"

which was coming late to all of the people in this world!!! Actually, what have I done last year?? ermmmm....nothing much...

Did a part time from January to March. Learnt a lots from this job-Car accessories. Gain so much knowledge about the car. hehe... So suffered at that time, but quite happy lol. I also got my SPM's result in March. It's not so good and not so bad. lolx.... My grandma was past away on 30 April. So sad so sad so sad. This is the first my tears come out from eyes cannot be stopped! After that, continued my study at UTAR in end of May. Knew first friend at here and started my university life at here too. Gain a lot of friendship at here but also lose some at hometown. Some friends are far away from me. Anyway, get some good friends at here who are

BoonHao, SauEel, WingKeat, Allicia, YokePui, ChaiNee, Jop Jop, Alan and so on lah.

So boring now. "Rushing...rushing...and rushing"....Recently I want to dying because of this word! Need to study for mid-term test, pratice for presentation and complete assignment. Skipped 2 lecture classes today. Why is it so? Because I need to complete the Webpage Design Assignment. I actually already done my part. But, someone had accidently deleted some files of the assignment, so I am forced to do it again at school. OH MY GOD!! Really FU*K!So bad .......

4 of us (WingKeat, YokePui, Allicia and ME) went to MidValley after class today. We went for movie called "Enchanted". It's a good movie. So funny, simple and romantic. Before that, I went to get my new Identity Card. YokePui, Allicia and ME are so cheap because we asked WingKeat to cheat people money(just play play,ok?). He was not sure. He feel like want to follow what we said and do not want follow us. He decided to listen us finally after we persuaded him and taught him some cheaten techniques. haha. We are so "pro", isn't it?? MidValley's main hall is so beautiful after made up. There have many Christmas trees. Fulled with Christmas atmosphere. Then, we did a lot of "paiseh's" stuff at there. We non-stop took pictures at there even though facing few glasses. haha. I went to SS2 (BoonHao and SauEel there) afterward. We played basketball and went to pasar malam like normally. We won all the competitions. So happy!

I have a pratical test for Webpage Design today. I did quite well in the test...haha...too shameless....^0^......I got 23/25. quite surprise because I thought that is a difficult test. Who knows it is very easy but I still cannot get full mark..... Nevermind lah. It is quite good already.

Four of us (WingKeat, YokePui, Allicia and me) went for MidValley just now. Opps...forgot jophennie already. She also follow us. Actually, we want to go for movie which called "Enchanted". But, there was many people in the cinema. A lot of people was lining up to buy movie ticket. Haiz... We were forced to cancel to go watch movie. After that, we had our lunch in Pizza Hut. We were talking gossip (many many many gossips) all the time even though our mouths were fulled with food! Felt so full...... because i ate a lots....haha...i ate the most!!

finally, my hair became straight already. a new look. some people phraise it and some people laugh it. i may keep on wear a cap to school. because i not yet accept and admit the new hair style. so scare people laugh me. haiyo. in fact, i feel very happy with my hair. haha. it never straight like this before. anyway, this is a good starting for me to become fashion and more fashion. haha haha. just a joke only lah...

this is the result...hehe

刚刚实在吃得太饱了！我现在饱得几乎不能动了。刚才在火锅店吃东西的时候，见回一个蛮可爱的女生。她是那里的职员。她的笑容令我觉得很亲切和舒服。刚才她对我笑的时候，我差点被她电到。当她看着我时，我竟然逃避她的眼光，不敢和她对望，真是有点不好意思。其实，在我们第一次见面的时候，我就已经被她的笑容给吸引着。她那种天真无邪的笑容，虽然我有点忘记她第一次对我微笑的样子，可是我还记得那种感觉。是一种很难用言语去形容的！那个yenli一直耸恿我去认识她，可是我却没有那个胆量。我不懂这个决定是错或对，可是如果我没有能力去养一个女生，那我还是别去害人家的女儿比较好。

haiz... exam is coming this tuesday, i not yet prepare...worry now. god bless me!! what can i do now??...pray hard to the god lolz...after today, i must study hard. PROMISE!!hahaha...(hope i can do it)...first subject is accounting. i m very confident in this subject before. But, now....haiz...bad!! Because the format of exam was changed. 50% in theory and 50% in calculation. in fact, i m strong in calculation but quite weak in theory part...hope i can cover the theory part. i should get "A" ranking in accounting!! This is another PROMISE for myself!!!

i will leaving hometown tomorrow, that's mean my dota life was ending. haiz...i just want to say thank you to all my dota's friends at here... without all of u, sure that my life must bored at this few days... came back to hometown 5 days already, but it was over very fast and quickly. i don't know what have i done in this few days, seems like i did not done anything meaningfully.wakaka...i am going my sister there tomorrow. maybe i cant write somethings at here for few days. Because there don't have "online service".