Fairyland In Reality

haiz.....assignments coming again... it's the time to start to do it now... if not, i will lack of time to do it..... but how??? my heart has already flew to concert there.... i feel like don't want to do, but really can't do that because can't give my new friends a bad impression...

"i have to do it!!!i have to do it!!!", i told myself!!!

finally, i had my decision.....
haha.... i will go MY DEAR F.I.R. CONCERT
so happy....

haiz.... recently just thinking about going or not going?? where to go?? my dear F.I.R. Malaysia Concert loh... many question marks in my mind like

the main point whether going or not.

i just knew that f.i.r.'s concert is coming soon, on 9th September!!!
very happy happy happy (but i don't know am i going)
the date, time, venue and selling prices has been confirmed!!

i now at boonhao's home and just back from ipoh...damn tired now...my legs and hands, because of playing bowling and hanging around in ipoh parade.
haiz... i had been spent RM200+ for petrol in this month. it's just in middle of june. sometimes feel like hard to afford the higher petrol price. haiz....
i still want to save money for attending my f.i.r.'s concert in malaysia in september and also a set of speakers... how could i do it if i still wasting my money in not-sense-stuff?? haiz.....

haiz.... so bad luck today... the car which i drive to school was broken today. i can't be started. i had tried many times to start it...but finally, i was success. i just brought it to repair and it costed me RM150...haiz haiz haiz... but luckily my sister paid for it... haha... i'm broke, so dont ask me to pay money and dont ask me hanging out recently... money like water, water like money..!!! haiz... i spent money very fast when i got it in my hand... and now, i should spend money with carefully and only spend for useful thing.....

林宥嘉 - 神秘嘉宾
作词：陈信延
作曲：郑楠

suddenly, a feel which hopes to go back to previous happy time (secondary school) appeared again. dont know why. why do I always feel and think in this way?? What's wrong with me actually?? pressure, unhappy or afraid of facing uncertainties in my life??? I dont even know it. so bad... hahaha... missing my friends so much... hope to meet them, hope to laugh out loudly with them, hope to play and hang out with them and more more more.....